I honestly don't know how to start this. What to say, or in this case 'write'. Describe who I am... not easy to do in a few sentences. I'm a capricorn, and a loner. I do not hate crowds or socializing but I do enjoy being by myself. But lately I have found myself 'needing' others. Someone to talk to, not about anything in particular, just someone to talk who is not related to me. On this site I chose email and snail mail, but honestly prefer to get letters through snail mail. More personal. Also if for some reason one or both of us no longer has internet, well.. we still have pen and paper so we can still write. Of course no one is happy 100% of the time, (in fact I'm suspicious of anyone who says they are never depressed or unhappy), but generally .. I try to be. I think most of the time I am upbeat and posative. I love to write, but do not write as often as I use to. Before the internet I use to write constantly, every day, through out the day. Nothing major, just stories or idea's for stories that I'd never let anyone read. Use to take with me a blank book that I would use to jot down ideas I would get for stories, articles or rp's. I want to get back into that. Starting again, the idea's are not coming as quickly and as easily as they use to, but I believe that's because I have gotten out of the habbit of writing every day. At the moment I am very excited. I am finally a home owner!! Okay, it's a trailor not a house, but I am still excited. I never 'owned' before, I've always been a renter. I am single, don't have children, but I don't live alone. My nephew Allen (he's 21) and my mother Karen is living with me. My mother is half owner of my trailer. My parents split up in 2007 and ever since my mother has been living with me. And I am still not use to it. I really really miss my freedom and independence. If I could change anything about my life, it would be that. It's not that my mother is hard to live with, it's just.. the lack of privacy. And despite my being 41 years old she still treats me like a child, but that's how parents are. No matter how old we get, our parents will always treat us like we are children. I love animals, I want a cat but my mother and nephew said no. Yes my mother treats my 21 year old nephew like an adult, but me she treats as if I'm a teenager. Go figure. My nephew just got a six month puppy, named 'Snickers' because of the color of her fur (chocolate and caramel). She's adorable. I don't know what kind of dog she is, but she's a small dog and won't get any bigger than she is right now. I am slowly winning her over, which my nephew isn't too happy about, but he ignores her most of the time, so what did he expect? He's addicted to his pc games and when he's on them (usually all day) he doesn't give the puppy any attention, so she goes to me. I am also addicted to the internet and have favorite pc games, but I can't be on it all the time when that cute dog is near me. She's so adorable I just have to stop what I'm doing and give her lots of love and affection. I didn't realize how much I missed having a pet until he came home with that puppy.