I'm actually a college student, like any other young adults I'm frustrated and kinda confused on life. So instead I fixed my problems right away, I seek a Penpals friends lol. I'm kinda awkward actually on real social settings, my humor doesn't land on my target audience successfully sometimes which makes it more awkward. Sometimes whenever I just lay on bed, I think of a person doing the same thing and just staring at the ceiling also wasting their time like me and that's kinda comforted me. Idk, maybe misery really loves company.