Hello ! So to make it quick : I work as a River cleaner, when i go home i like to light a little J while watching some dumb stuff. Sometimes on the week end i party, see my girlfriend. This is pretty much all i do. In the past, i was doing a lot of stuff and i feel like its bc i was in a nice friend group. In wich i was constantly motivated to do fun, art, nice stuff. I choose to leave this group that was becoming toxic for me.. But now, its been a year and i feel so alone. I am constantly around nice people at work, family, roomates. But it doesnt feel the same.. I want to feel understood.