I am a wife, mother of 5 and have 2 grandsons. I'm a homebody with social anxiety that I'm trying to improve. I'm quirky like crazy and avoid everything I possibly can at the expense of making myself feel completely alone. I seem to have lost all interest in any type of hobby so I'm trying to find my way back to some sort of normalcy. I have no family (other than husband and kids) and no friends and it makes for a lonely world. I want to change not having friends and right now, this feels safest for me. I also hold a degree in human services and I'm a certified substance abuse counselor.