I am a positive mess. I spend my time while not in the hospital with just living. My greatest wish is a place to live but due to medical progressive diseases it's a long search! Right now I live with mentally handicaped people while being the only one who's not mentally handicaped makes my lifes sometimes less meaningfull and always on repeat! I love to be alone without fysically having people but I like every (or most) humans don't like to be lonely. Which can feel if you go from the hospital to anywhere. I love and hate my docters cz they are so acurate and know me too well already ;)