I want silence, yet also distraction; I want loneliness, yet also love; I want to be just and foster justice, yet I am afraid; I want to be true, yet accepted; I don't have the force to adjust to all the norms I should respect, but I don't have the will to fight nor even to be as openly cynical as I should be. I am fighting against the need to be appreciated, the need to feel rebellious, the need to judge, and constant distrust. In short, I try to be a good human while struggling with my contradictions!