Life is so small and yet too big to live. I have seen and experienced things that ruined me and also has made me a person that I am quite happy to be. I would love to break out and run for life and yet what I run for is worldy greed. A person who can or better say sit on a hilltop with me and scream for my pain and teach me to swim with her in the river at the feet of the hill will be loved by my tortured sealed needs-to-be-liquified heart.