Hello, I am a 48-year-old widow with two kids still at home. I have a large family but we are now not as close... I wanted to form a new friendship. I have difficulty leaving my house since my husband passed, I have a service dog named Willow who helps me when I have to go into the community. I don't make friends easily because I'm always afraid I'll say or do the wrong thing because I m nervous. I have had 7 children, 4 girls and 3 boys. They range from 29 to 14 in ages. I am trying to figure out the widow thing... I have 2 motorcycles and I'm learning to ride.