In my free time I usually pace around anxiously thinking about the past or the future. I struggle to focus on the present. I like to distract myself to escape my thought. I do this by picking up various hobbies which I allow myself to obsess over until I feel I have nothing left to learn. Some of these activities include collecting vinyl, trading card games, board games, video games, stationary, fashion, philosophy, cooking and a few other things. I don’t enjoy reading books they cloud my mind with too many thoughts for me to handle at once but I’m trying to get better at it as I keep growing.