I am an introvert, sharing typical characteristics of the kind – sensitive to eyes, words and behaviors of people at sight. The people, far or near, friends or foes, walking past in street or in stationary state, say, standing still face to face, embarrass me unexceptionally. Awkward attempts to present myself as a safe and decent person in a pretended or imposed natural way, oftentimes catalyze an immediate desire of hiding myself quick, dragging off crowds or conversations.