I am self conscious but very sensitive, I love music (I have the music taste of a 45 year old man), I collect CD's and vinyls. I love cooking but I'm not THAT good at it. At the moment I'm trying to get back into reading, but I'm having a hard time actually finishing the books, haha.:-) I am a honest person, but I hate hurting other people's feelings with my honesty. Sometimes I feel like a stranger in this world.. like I don't belong, I'm always anxious thinking I'm not living my life to the fullest. But what really is the meaning of living your life to the fullest?