Mostly sit around wasting my life wondering why I am alone,wishing I could be part of the crowd,wanting to have someone to spend time with hoping to one day have a soul mate I could talk with,take strolls with,to be with someone without having to be such a hardass,someone I can relax around ,I am tired of always being the tough guy,just want to be with someone I can be around without being reminded of how I run my life,a woman who understands that sometimes I just cant talk about what I do in life to survive,a woman to hang out with,a woman secure enough in herself to know she is the only one