The switch from teenager to adulthood is hard. The lifestyle encourages the pursuit of what inevitably becomes loneliness. I work for a charity in the day, but my town is small, and my social battery smaller. But I do value people - truly. I wish to be a writer. I hated school: I hated how they filtered subjective things (art, drama, literature, philosophy) into tests and ticks, so I chose to avoid University, but I'm always reading, so I learn through them. I draw when I'm anxious, I write songs and piano pieces, I take my camera with me everywhere; I just desire creativity, and depth.