I'm a mess. I lost the love of my life because I kept secrets for years. I'm realizing I'm a vulnerable narcissist and I need a friend because my friend group is small and we're guys we don't talk about feelings. I worked with the love of my life and I got fired because of alcohol. I have 2 kids from a previous relationship with a bad person but we co parent. I have them half of the time. If I didn't have my kids I would of probably of killed myself already from alcohol related issues. I'm a mess but a work in progress and just need someone to talk to and vent when I'm not in therapy.