I am a young man with no direction. I feel somehow both stunted and yet also older. In the past five years, so much has happened in my life good and bad. I have lost interest in a lot of my beloved hobbies, i need out. I need to stop passively passing time with mindless 1 minute hits of dopamine. Akin to a hermit, I am too scared of the idea of getting out of the house and interacting with the public. As i child I loved to write, this is my small step at regaining a part of who I was, and who i could be again.