Watching people from afar has always been my thing. It gave me a feeling of gratitude. Always liked people with dreams. That led me to get close to interesting humans. But this also led to some unexpected turn of events. Now I feel lost, afraid, blue, and sometimes betrayed by life! I miss the feeling of gratitude and fascination.Just got my undergrad degree and (am, was) living a boring life, that's why I'm here. Nothing interesting, not unique.