Someone once said "if it meant to be yours it will belong to you either it is love or more" sometimes i fear in the darkness of my mind i am unloveable, unable to connect being far from my own principles but its just fears in the darkness of my mind... don't we all have that fear? Being scared of doing something we want to do."In order of self acceptance we must first accept our lows and be better" and therefore that is what i wish to do and therefore that is the type of connection i wish to have.