I don't know how I'd describe myself. I've recently been through a lot and I feel like I've changed because of it. Some positives: I'm caring, passionate, honest, a perfectionist, ambitious and extremely creative. Some negatives: I have a very dark sense of humor, a bit nihilistic, I appreciate others sharing my sense of humor, I can be insecure and I'm pretty mean to myself. I come from a small island where everyone knows me and what I've been through and making friends with someone who has absolutely no idea sounds appealing to me. Grief can be very isolating.