Having got divorced a few years ago I've found I have become extremely insular and insecure. I'm looking to hopefully take back my life by finding a friend who is happy to take me as I am and not constantly judge me or put me down. I frequently keep myself far too busy for my own wellbeing and as a result often suffer from extreme tiredness and / or a loss of belief that anyone wants to talk to me. This means sometimes I go offline and retreat into my own little world talking to no-one for a few days. I'm not ignoring you I just need to withdraw to "rebuild" again.